last test.

ok so this gonna be last i test been force by husband to test again coz he stil dont believe his wife now pregnant hahaha!

this is the 10 time i test and test until get super strong line this one la.

so i can stop test and wait till end of this month to klinik kerajaan checkup.

now that those line super strong so im pregnant la kan.

i cant wait for ultrasound end this month ☺️☺️ at 8week.

hope baby and me sihatt !! amin.

hope dream come true.

   

hmmm hope dream come true !

aminn :) 

4 week pregnant

smlm test lagi sebab masa test waktu pagi nya tu kabur la so kurang yakin walaupun sdh 5 test guna semua positif dgn T line yg agak kabur.

tgk husband mcm kurang percaya saja so smlm beli sampai 4 test.2 brand diclosure rm5.30 1 biotest rm12 dan dip and tell rm10 .lebih kurang la lupaaa haha..

sampai rumah jam 9 terus test guna yg murahh jeng jenggg..

         

       kelihatan agak kabur di situu

    

malam yg sama juga cuma ni jam 11mlm yaa line agak terang sb guna yg mahal dip and tell laju je line naik !! kali ni husband senyummm dan angguk2 kepala percaya dan yakij bini dia sedang pregnant anak keduaa yihaaaa ..me? of coz over moon happy excited!!!

          brand diclosure jam 7am 

nampakk ni fmu test guna yg murah tuu sdh terang yay!

ada 1 lagi test brand biotest nak guna nanti laa sebelum jumpa doktor scan.maybe 8-9 week .

Apa yg saya harapakan semoga kandungan ni kuat dan sihat amin.

upt progressing

upt progress between 2 day.

hmmm i feel unsecure la seeing line that tidak terang.macam rasa nak pudar saja.harap harap esok lusa makin ternag la.saya tidak mau menghdapai another mc again noo way!!!

baby please be strong ok.we will go through this 9 month together.

i will eat supplemen bcomplex and ostematrix today.give u enough calsium and acid folic for you :)

EDD 13jan 16

soo as u see this test at 7am use fmu and yessssss im confirm pregnant!!!! omg i so like at heavenly happy.thanks God for answer my doa.after almost 1 years ttry after the mc and now im pregnant again.i will take care this very very carefully!! 

good luck again for all the ttcian out there.nextime im gonna story how i succes conceive this little rainbow :) 

soo im 4 week today .

April 8 15 LMP

my test this night around 10pm and its not fmu..i buy new 4 test and use one coz cant wait to test since i got superrrr faint line on at day test.

its about 5 minute and ok i duno wether i shud trust it or not.i will retest tomorow morning and yesss i very hope its second baby .i really hope.

i hope its my second baby amin.

8/4/15

today really my last fay bulimia!! i have to stop all of this!! stop the tooo overr calori intake stop the vomit food and less my cholestrol in body! fuck u bulimia!!! go die!! 

hurmm this really confusing!

today upt at 9pm.

maybe positif maybe no because 1st the urine is running then maybe make the line more strong

18/3/2015

today gonna be the last i be bulimia fan!!!

i wan to be healthy for good lofe and future with my family.i want live longer,i need stop bulimia fuck u shit go to hell u are monster u try to kill my life get lost!!!!!

pls god help me!!!

trying with gla

so this cycle im trying gla shaklee to ttc

with esp.drink esp at morning then eat gla after morning and night.

but stil i have no confident bcoz im stil binge.

how to stop this????

i really hope to conceive this month.

so here i again hoping for the miracle.

i need go church to pray for succesfull ttc Amin.

frust !

yes frust sad no mood no energy all have.nvm la try again.

march failed.